Every day I come to this site and contemplate what I want to write.
And every day I leave with an empty head.
Part of me thinks its out of sheer exhaustion but another part of me thinks its because I just cant put into words how I’ve been feeling the last few months.
Ever since DJT decided to toss his name in the hat and run for president, I knew it was going to be a weird time. But I had no idea just how fucked we would end up.
I’m not poitical major, and I’ll be the first to admit that I love CNN and BBC, so I don’t know how good a judge of character I am. What I do know is that, in my life time, never have I seen such resistance to a POTUS. It’s absurd.
It’s early in the term for our president but after the protests, backlash, and resistance he has received I don’t know how long of a term he’s going to see. Of course I should give him the benfit of the doubt, its my job as an American to follow and put trust in our POTUS; but I’m fidning it more and more difficult to swallow my liberal pride and see the bright side.
I know I’m not alone. I see it every day. It’s hard to avoid. I can’t even walk through a store without hearing about it.
I know I should just block out the noise and the people fighting over Facebook about all this shit but it’s so hard because I still want my voice to be heard.
I wish I could join the movement, join the protests, join the resistance. I feel like a loser because I’m scared. I don’t know where to start. I want to donate to causes but I’m afraid I’ll donate to the wrong one and it ends up being some shady shit. I want to help my fellow human. I want to fight. I want to make this country liveabe and lovable again.
Anyways, I hope some part of this made sense. I’ve been dying to write for so long and, like I said, I get lost every time.